I’m about done with a very long project. Nearly a year to single handedly create a website that I believed I would get done in a month. Driven to finish. I would like it to be done tomorrow. However the likelihood is slim. Not grim. Just unlikely. A bit of a burden, but nessisary stress. If I was not stressed then I would know what to do. And I don’t and so I continue. I’ve progressed and gained knowledge through practice. I’ve created new goals based on clearer intentions. I’m sitting at a gathering. Listening to a teacher. I’ve learned tonight what I discovered months ago and believed I understood years ago. Positive is the answer. How do I share what I know? How to I replicate the goodness of others. How can I help others...

Today is once again the first day without a job. I was scheduled to be laid off yesterday from Costco and today I am unemployed! Actually I’m pretty happy about this. No income is nothing to celebrate, however how often do people get the chance to spend weeks figuring out what to do next. My last unemployment term lasted me about 4 months. I learned a lot about myself to the point were I decided that if I was to again be in the same scenario, instead of locally searching and applying for jobs I would instead travel to find my match. I’m not entirely set on the tech industry and I’m thinking a family-run private corporation is something that I much rather contribute too. But for now I’m open to all options. School is another option for me,...